2011年8月31日星期三

very dreamy and detached

It was long and narrow, with a tall ceiling, it was a trifle taller than I, and I'm pert near six-foot tall. This much I ,aion kinah,distinctly recall, but for the most part, it seems unreal and remote, and somehow belongs to another person other than me. In those days I often felt very dreamy and detached from everything and in particular, everybody. I found bugs very edible, after a while and I even pretended they were fruit. I can't identify the bugs, but its portion was mouth-watering after a while."
"You have given me a heap of weird impressions," said the doctor, "some of which could not exist in our everyday reality.,aion gold, I do hope you see this more clearly now that you are out of your old environment, rest and proper nutrition intake is of course required before your abnormal reality completely disappears, and the oddity of it all. They differ-you know, from anything reasonable, through worlds unknown to us, who live in a world of matter-of-factness, or at least from anything I've ever encountered. I don't want to send you to an asylum, you've been through enough, but you must acknowledge, that your long stay in that room contributed to these bizarre impressions."
Consequently, in an effort to surmount his agitation, Judson Macomb started pacing the floor with vehement briskness from wall to wall in the doctor's office.
"We are not in Germany anymore," remarked the,metin2 gold, doctor, to his client, "you can let me know who gave you the cape, or is it a robe or was it a shawl? no one will tell the SS where you got it? And what wing were you on?"
Then Doctor R. J. Sharp saw Judson Macomb, his patient, start to tremble some, he wouldn't or couldn't stop. Then Judson rolled round on his back right there in the middle of his office floor-as if in some cyclopean cave, stretching out flat, his arms got entangled-a groaning from a shrill voice with some dysphonic noises came out of his mouth-indiscernible words, his eyes became a malignant red, as he tried to suppress the unpleasant moment, but he couldn't. A sinister, ominous aching in his head prevailed; the inmost fibers of his body illumed to a purple and yellow heat, creating a near unearthly form,cabal alz, to him, as his body vibrated like a thunder storm right then and there on the woodened floor. He held onto his head, he held onto it as if it might fall off his neck, and closed his eyes. "The room was like an alpine cliff sometimes," he murmured, "if it wasn't for those trans-dimensional pilgrims, I'd not be here today doctor," he exclaimed, looking up at him. "Yes, they invaded my room, had overtaken my room but, but there I lived in a stupor, without a friend, what did the SS expect. In that room the granite walls were often drawn immeasurable nearer to me at times, as if to squeeze the life out of me like a python. I couldn't stop them." Then he,RIFT gold, cried out in silence with his convex and reddened eyes and looked towards the ceiling as if it was some great somber sky.

2011年8月27日星期六

reached the height

One last example is that by the time I was 10/11 I had the body of a woman. Puberty kicked in and by 13 I had ,aion kinah,reached the height I would be for the rest of my life. It's an awkward time for everyone right? Well from then on the comments I got from my family were about my size. There were times when yes, I was an extremely underweight kid, that then turned into an overweight kid. Then I became a regular sized teen but you know what? They still called me fat. Daily. Not friends or strangers, my own family. Let's not forget I'm Samoan. I have always weighed more than my peers by at least 10kg. I was 54kg when I met Andrew and the first thing my Dad said to him about me,Knight Noah, when they met was that I would be a real asset to the hairdessing place if I lost a bit more weight so I brought in more male customers. Yeah. That's great for a teenage girls self esteem. I had just somehow lost a lot of weight and spent the past 2 years getting comfortable in my own body. It was so normal to me to hear comments like this that I didn't think it was weird. Annoying yes but totally normal for a Dad to say things like that.
I don't share these stories because I'm bitter or want to embarrass my family. I love my family.
I share them to show that weight issues really can stem from childhood experiences. I can now no longer eat ,RIFT plat,noodles and it's a battle for me to NOT finish my plate. I do feel anxiety around certain foods, I see people cut the fat off their meat and my heart races. I want to tell them they're stupid and wasting the best part. Looking at noodles literally makes me gag. I am extremely self conscious of men looking at me to the point that being fat is like an armour. I don't have to deal with it if I'm fat.
Needless to say cleaning your plate is not a rule enforced in my house and I'm aware of the words I use in front of my children.
I hope that sharing this raises some kind of awareness for us as parent's, that our behaviours toward food can impact,eve isk. our children's relationship with it and that both people that struggle with their weight and people who have never encountered this struggle can either relate or understand that weight loss really is more than just working out and eating less. There are habits to be unlearned, there's guilt and anxiety, self imposed beliefs that hit you right at your core and stir up memories which can lead to sabotage and a failing belief in yourself. It is a fight. There's a reason they call it a journey and the quote "Success is a journey, not a destination. The doing is often more,metin2 yang, important than the outcome." exists.
I'm happy, I'm excited. I'm still tired and learning but I believe in me. I'm getting there. One day at a time. This week..5 of them in a row.
I'm out to replace the negative habits with positive ones.
I will do it and it will be fun!
Now I just have to hope my family will still talk to me after this post!

2011年8月22日星期一

network game-Maple Story

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